Sunday, October 11, 2009

breathing x living

hi there...
so sorry for not blogging these days...
i've totally lost my passion on blogging...

Life is so busy yet boring...
busy with studies, outings, piano-ing =.=
dono why i find my life so deadful...
like meaningless to live in this world...
n i found out that i got this feeling every autumn...
i wonder why....
im like breathing to keep myself alive but not living...

ACCA exam is coming so so so so soon...
but why m i still day dreaming every now and then...
i just cannot concentrate...
i prayed to GOD to allow me to find myself back...
but im still feeling so miserable... =(

I think i a lot every now and then...
n u also say i think too much...
but i cant make myself stop thking...
i'm like leaving in a dream...
having something that i thought i had but actually not...
but, i just cant let go... =(

someone ever told me that,
missing somebody can become habit that u actually not missing him or her...
i used to have that habit,
but not anymore...
cause i can always see u physically...
that i tell myself i shall never miss u all the time coz u asked me not to.. =.=

but, seeing is not u should believing...
another someone ever told me this...

n someone is driving me crazy!!!
i cant stand anymore.....
ignoring her is what i can do...
i hate her :'(
why must violence got the victory

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went to state library this aftnoon...
had some revision on F7...
coz, i thk i shall focus on 1 paper then another 1...
had some so called - heart talk with him that i feel bit released...
n thanks to her smile that make my heart feel warm though we're not very closed...

aft that, we went to batu lintang to have some seafood...
=) finally i got the fried clam...
it's so yummy~ ^^ n the oyster is so fresh n juicy XD
wanted to share this moment with u but u're not there =(
thanks to him for the warm treat coz i din expect u'd do so... =.=
i'll treat u back!!! XD

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all this while,
din had much big activities...
jus some hanging out with frens for drink...
then dusi study study study =.=
erm.. watched Where Got Ghost, 3D G force and Sorority Row at MBO...
MBO nice narr... but i don like the smell =.=
make me feel dizzy.... @.@

below are some pics,
the others are all in facebook...

Zong jia's b'day at Sharing Planet
I got myself a new shades again... XD
Hanging out for RoN's b'day present... ^^ at PDI
went to day trip at Permai with Notes Tower's members
5 of us... =)
ACCA gang XD
shabu shabu - CAT gathering
Friendship Park~

till here then for this post...
the next post will be next month i think... XD
i'll need to force myself to LEARN n not just studying =.=





A song to share with u all - Second Chance

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