Finding my way out~

notice changes in my blog~?
actually i din change anythg...
"Under maintenance"
was a phrase i used as...... i also dono


I was so lost these few days...
Problems jus suddenly pop out waiting for me to solve every1 of them...
I need help
but seems like there isn't any helping hands beside me
though i tot i'd found them or maybe it


Singing k is normally my way to release my stress..
But this time,
seems like it's not working...
Or maybe i dated the wrong gang


Like u said
ur probs u have to solve it urself as no ones is there to help u...
but y everythg comes to me
y me :'(


wrong time meeting up with wrong ppl going into wrong thgs end up covering everythg with tears is FUN huh
maybe it jus have to be part of my life...


Family~
i cant choose whr i wanna borned into thus here i'm now...
i'm borned to this lovely yet stubborn family...
every1 have the same style,
who shud be the 1 stepping a step behind to let everythg continue on smoothly?
sounds of scolding hurt so much that it may leave a scar in ones heart forever...
maybe more scars can train the heart to be strong???
I'm not the 1 stepping behind this time...
that this hurt her so much
i should cure the wound now~



myself~
last minutes work is wad i always do that ends up everythg ok but not good at all...
This time i wanna make it perfect as this course is of my own money
so every1 is like that huh
hearting ur own money but not wad ur parent had spent for u
but my fingers are not giving cooperation that it owes weak down
wad can i do... :'(
sitting in front of the professor in KL playing a piece that weak down in the 2nd part n letting my teacher's good image thrown to the earth?
:(


i chose the route so i must continue to walk down...
i need ur support but u're always not thr


n yet ACCA's result is releasing soon
i got 0% confident i can pass all...
i dono how to face every1 especially my dad...


i'm so lost now
no 1 is thr for me to cry
no 1 is thr to give me support
until the last moment, i found 1 thg which is friendship...
maybe frenship is the only thg i can make a choice n trust on...
=)


Haze is getting more n more serious~
no more jogging no more outdoor no more fooling around with my 2 cute dogs.. :(
n they're so pity that have to stay outside with no aircons n bad air...
My nose jus cant bare with that dirty air...
symptoms of sickness appear
i needa make my immune system stronger huh
:(

To all my buddies having STPM mock exam tomoro~ GOOD LUCK!!! Don ever give up, though i don thk i can do this very well... =( lucks for u all~ hugss
take care of the bad weather n start storing water...