I’m not acting like a student!!! =(

Yea… Like what commented on me,

Miss, you’re not acting like a student who shall be busy with studies or even doing practice questions…

Yea yea yea… i know i know… =(
The notes are killing me & my memory power just not available for those sections & cases T.T

Lately, busy hanging out with a bunch of new friends…
New topics in my life… =)
New thoughts came to me too…

Airport will be our destination…
Cool wind with bright sky~
lovin it~

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With another bunch of new classmates…
jokes never ends…

Got a ‘student’ in stockgames…
it can be fun & with great money income~
but, greedy may make everything gone~
Goodluck… XD

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Not forgetting my buddies, my sisters, my son as well… =)

This afternoon, had a great gossip session with my penguin at Secret recipe~
Yet, continue on the gossips during the purse hunting session till 8pm…
girls just dont stop when started to gossip!! XD

But, i’m lovin it~

Night, finally get to meet my lama tak jumpa sons…
Everyone still the same… =)

It’s just so nice to sit & talk…
About dreams, studies, cars, jobs, loves & everything…

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Next, will be hanging out with my buddies Ron’s gang…
dated this week, but……………

Yet, not forgotting my sisters’ gang….

aaaaawwwwwwwwwww~

life is so GREAT!!! when there are bunch-es of FRIENDS~

& it’s GREAT when the 2 important person in my life, get back together!!! =)

If tomorrow never come, i’ll say,

I have no regrets~ XD

脸上太多笑，因为心中太多泪

当令你快乐的一切不能再令你快乐，当令你悲哀的一切不能

再 令你悲哀，甚至激怒你的一切不能再激怒你的 时候，
是不是很可怕？一位哲人曾说过：这就叫做苍老。

再想起你，你的名字，你的笑，你的一切，都只能加上一个“别 人的”。
再想起我们在一起的事，也只能加上一个“曾经的”。

有些感情是指甲，剪掉了还会重生，无关痛痒。
而有些感情是牙 齿，失去以后永远有个疼痛的伤口无法弥补。
不见面不等于不思念，不联络只是为了掩饰眷恋。

有些人脸上太多的笑是因为他们心中有太多的泪。
人生有一个地方，有一个人，在这个人面前，
可以不必有出息， 可以不必有形象，可以全身是弱点，这是知己。

每个人在每个阶段得做每个阶段的事，就算怀念，都得离开。
只有你不想放的，没有你放不下的。

很多人，很多事，原本是熟悉的，以为明天可以再继续的。
于 是转过身暂时放手，想的是明日又将重聚的希望。太阳落下 去重新升起来以前，那些事，就不可能再经历；那些人，就从此 与你永别了。

有时候不知道真相，不了解本质的人，是快乐的．
而能够假装不 知道真相，不了解本质的人，却是幸福的．

就像一个热闹的party刚刚结束，人走了，
灯灭了，黑暗 中就只剩下你一个人……
人有时就需要在寂寞中才能自省．只有 从喧嚣走入寂静，你才会专注自己的心灵．

对的时间,遇见对的人,是一生幸福.
对的时间,遇见错的人,是一场心伤.
错的时间,遇见错的人,是一段荒唐.
错的时间,遇见对的人,是一生叹息.

生命中不断有人离开或进入．于是，看见的，看不见了；
记住 的，遗忘了．生命中不断有得到和失落．
于是，看不见的， 看见了；遗忘的，记住了．
然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存 在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？



我一直不愿意承认你是我生命中的过客。
今生今世,但愿岁月静好,现世安稳,每天都能看见他的笑颜。
若必得与最后的荒芜对望，也许明日出发，
看一程山长水远，而 归来是一生的事。

青春尚未散场，还有未来可以挥霍。现实很穷，理想很富裕。
当你还在我身边，我就开始怀恋，
因为我知道你即将离去。 ——米兰 昆德拉

我们已经走得太远，以至于忘记了，为什么而出发。 ——纪伯伦

佛笑了笑：爱是因为相互欣赏而开始的，
因为心动而相恋，因 为互相离不开而结婚，
但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯 和适应才会携手一生的。

你曾经问我,你最喜欢哪座城市?
亲爱的,你知道我的答案吗?
我最喜欢有你的城市。

我爱你.也许这是心底最大的遗憾,因为,从来不曾诉与你。

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爱一个人，不要随便牵手，更不要轻易放手！

在这世间，有一些无法抵达的地方。
无法靠近的人。无法完成的 事情。
无法占有的感情。无法修复的缺陷。

当他终于对你说“你的名字，
我的姓氏”后，
他终于不用套上 别人的了，他也不是曾经的了。
只是，那时，是否可以真的无 憾？


在什么都不确定的年代，我们总是爱得太早，
放弃得太快，轻易 付出承诺，又不想等待结果。

戒指，不再是一生一世的承诺，
终生相守的誓言，
却成了纪念伤 感的烙印。

就像有人说过的：戒指好比爱情，
戴在手上，也是戴在心上；
伤在心上，便也伤在手上。
不敢碰的，是那心里的伤；
不原摘 的，是那难舍的爱。

有人说，通往心脏的血脉是在无名指上，
你知道我多想在今生， 倾尽所有，
牢牢地栓住你的无名指啊！

如果爱让我走下去,我一定会拼到爱尽头。
时间过了，爱情淡了，相爱的人也就散了。

有些人是一直会刻在生命里的，
哪怕忘记了他的声音忘记了他 的笑容忘记了他的脸，
可是每次想起他，那种感受，却永远不会 变。

曾经以为你是风筝，我是手中握着那根线，
无论你飞向何方， 我最终是你的归属。
现在终于明白，如果爱你，就不应该束缚你

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最近，总觉得，男男女女们的分分合合，
好'简单'......

有人，写了以上那段，
让我觉得，她/他，偶尔过于执著...
放开了，才发现原来世界，是那么美好...
=)

很高兴，你想清楚了...
欢迎回来，我的朋友...

post ，上来，让朋友们念念...
珍惜，相惜...
茫茫人海中，大家能走在一起，是种缘分...

而这缘分，未必一定要是爱情不是吗......
=)

我喜欢友情...
友情万岁......!!!
XD

Penguin's birthday celebration~d

It's 9th March~

My penguin's birthday...

before that, had an early celebration with Sunway's gang on 2nd March...

We went to Top Spot for seafood...

It's so yummy~ ^^

my Boltzai taking care of the cake~ =)

Playing 'Scrabble' at 'Double Wood House'...

Today, which is 9th, with Kuching High's gang at 'Kado'... =)

It has been a long time since we last met~

It's good that everyone is doing well & we had a good chat..

=)

Happy Birthday , Penguin~ =)

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Last weekend, went to Damai to play kite with a gang of new friends...

=)

It's a nice day where i enjoy the sea breeze very very much~

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This post is mostly photos..

As i'm kinda lazy to write more...

lol......

Anyway, Friends, be urselves...

=)

I love my life~~~

RIP......

the moment i stepped out the door & saw her,
she said to me, with tears in her eyes that
'he left us, early in the morning at 3am'

shocked, then tears in mine...

Met him in a club, with the 1st impression of, nice gentleman
young man, with bright future,
left the world
left his loved ones...

Life's short...
we never know what will happen in the next moment...
all we can do, is to live the current life to the fullest...
hearting all the people around us,
and make this life, no regrets...

Rest in peace...

Stay strong, my friends..........

Chinese New Year

Day passes days~
here comes near the end of the Chinese New Year celebration~
Every years, the same preparation will be done...

wash, clean, tidy up, hang, bake, fry~
Since the year brother left Kuching for studies,
being the only child at home, everything will be my duty...

This year, sister came back from Aus & settled down with work,
Bake & fry were done together~
=)

Shopping was not done by me anymore...
As i'm busy with classes & progress test...
that was left for mum & sis...

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blinked my eyes, and now it is the 12th day of CNY...
for the past 11 days, happiness, sadness came to me...

1st day...
Morning till afternoon, went to relatives' house... tired @.@
had a rest at the evening & was woke up by a so called 'new fren' of mine, with a sudden visit...
haha... talk a lot & he left.. then met me at Silhouette at 10pm...

Gathered at Silhouette with a bunch of crazy ppl...
talk, laugh, drink
but i left earlier at about 1am with toretto...

da, me & Ah Jong

Day 2,
visited, Anthony, Tim, Ah Hong...
Then, night went to visit a fren at Matang who having 'Open house'...
A sudden visit by Yikchen, paichieh & jou ee at night~

Day 3,
Mei having 'Open house' at the noon...
Afternoon, the sunway, chms1 & KHS gangs came to my house for the lion dance...

the girls...
jing yiap, kimching,yiksa,kathy,weifang,mei,siaw si,me & da~

then, i left with my PBSM gang, to our beloved teacher - Pn. Lim's house..

Phoebe,jouee,sky,Pn Lim,me,yin
Jeffrey,chungwui,yikchen,szehowe,bingcheng

then, visit each others' house and lastly,
'cards' session at my house~
penguin, JTGT, jong, deng, nicholas & my bro joined

Day 4,
visited Aaron Ong, ycy' house...
then so called ' my sons' came...
followed by longlost fren - Tyng & chen..
Night, had family dinner at 'Hai Tian Lou'...
Then, met buddies Ron & Sze at Spring...
haha... instead of having a cup of coffee at Starbucks,
we headed to Richard's house for 'card sessions'...
Good that i went, as i learned 'new skills'... lol
choki choki~

Day 5,
went to '青山'...
As usual, crowded... =.=

Afternoon, Sunway gang visiting 'session'...
another day gone~
Night, anthony, ah hong & another guy came to visit~
followed by aaron ong, elly, leslie, hock wei & hui mei~

day ends at near 1am~ zzz

Day 6,
din follow the gang to visit lecturers' house~
coz it's tiring T.T
at home~ then Ben's gang came to visit...
aiks... then out to visit Ben's house... But having fun singing k at his house~

Night, went to '木木小屋' with toretto..
then ah lun & eric came to meet us...

Day ends at 11pm ++

Movie night~ XD

Day 7,
started to 'work' again in the morning~
Afternoon, went out with ycy & jing yii for a drink, then came back to my house for Mahjong~
AWWW!!! Mahjong is FUN!!!
haha... but needa thanks to our sifu - my dad~

Night, went to Paragon to SING K!!! XD
but it's kinda noisy there =.=

my day ends at about 1am~

Me, Da & elly~

Day 8,
After breakfast with family, went home asap as i was late to my buddy's house...
=(
JARON SIM is known as so called my buddy XD but i never been to his house, his room yet T.T
then, visit visit...
but couldn't join them for movie at night...
as i was going to temple ' dua pek kong' at night...

Then, went to 木木小屋 to meet with lama tak jumpa fren - Joyce & Alan and of course toretto is there...
After our dinner, we decided to go sing k~
coz toretto was not satisfied with the sound system at Paragon when he followed me there the previous night...

my day ends at 12 ++~

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So my new year celebrations roughly written down here...
It tooks me hours to recall all these T.T
bad memory~

now, my classes start...
Last sem i did my papers badly.. T.T
what to do??? it's my fault...

Guilty for making my family feel sad~
=(
sorry dad..........................................................

but someone ever told me :' just let yourself falls to the deepest, in order to reach the highest'...
hopefully this sem, i can do better...
=/

so, no more outings~
no more movies~
no more karaoke~ T.T

Meet me at state library!! hahahaha~

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buddies' STPM results are releasing in hours' time.........
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!


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time for bed~
as i got your goodnight message~ xoxo

A normal day~

My bad lucks didn't end i guess~

but it transferred to my sis...

1. Forgot to bring her season parking coupon together with her today.

2. Kena saman twice for not displaying the parking coupon.

3. Forgot to off her car light resulting in empty of battery at the end of the day.

Tee hee..

Received her call at 5pm,

got a change, grabbed my notes, purse, hp

jumped into myvi & headed to her office...

reached there, tried the alarm remote of the spare key...

Yet, no respond from her dearly big boy...

Through the experience & knowledge of mine, i guess, her car batt is totally empty...

What to do?

aiks, FRIENDS

Who to find?

so, i look through my hp contacts, aaha!

Yi Hong's hp number was in mine...

THat i on remember when i saved it... XD

N luckily, that is a valid number...

'Hello, I'm........................ ******'s friend'

'Friend? what name?'

'Haha... Hui Lin, if you do remember me..'

'Oh yes, sure i remember...'

'Erm, my sis car break down at somewhere 3rd mile here... i guess is low bat prob'

'Ohh... okay... Erm, I'll call my colleague see if i can get a 'jumper' (i guess this is the spelling). i'll call you back'

So, meanwhile, i went to meet my sis at the coffee shop where she is having a drink with her colleague while waiting...

They're having beers....

So having a 'hello' type conversation,

She kindly offered me,

'want some beers?'

'Erm... No, thanks.... =)'

'WHy?, you dont drink?'

'erm........ XD'

sis said :' She does... Haha...'

'erm, ya... but i'm having class later' XD

So, had a conversation with the lawyers...

That, i think i shall have a practise of speaking 'ang mo' every now and then...

Cause i can feel the FEAR of speaking... lol

About 20 mins later, Yi Hong said he reached Mcd...

So i headed there to meet him...

Meanwhile, we had a lil talk, that this simple conversation cleared my doubting mind over these 3 months... I guess, i really need to thank him... =)

Simple intro between sis & him...

THat he 'examined' the car... Came to a conclusion to exchange the car batt with mine to start sis' engine...

Watching him doing all these, really 'wow' fast, accurate & confident...

Sis said, luckily you know a good friend like him...

haha... in my mind, i think luckily i got his number & i did save it...

My watch strike 6.30pm...

Yea, i'll certainly be late for my class... But, it's ok~ XD

Finally it's done...

i was thinking, paying him, certainly he'll not accept...

Sis suggested to give him a 'ang pao'... & 2 oranges since she got them in car & it's around the corner of CNY...

Finally he accepted...

Thank you Yi HOng... =)

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Something was in my mind for the passed 3 months...

Finally, i got an answer today...

Thanks to you... =)

I can feel the happiness from the bottom of my heart...

These 2 weeks, was doing the preparation for CNY...

Though prepared, but i don't feel the happening...

Till today...

=)

I finally got my true way out...

THat the decision made was right...

That leaving the injuring moments was the best decision...

原来，一句简单的话，可以是很有意义的...

Truly happy tonight~

Though i'm late for class, but i think i pay the most attention to my lecturer,

since the 1st class...

I'm sorry Celine~~~ XD

It's just a normal day...

But it's the best day i ever had this year~

Tiger tiger!!!

Awaiting the prosperity year that you'll bring to me~

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone!!!

Near the end of COW

Crossing down the calender,

It's near to Chinese New Year of Tiger~

I wonder if it's the so called 'power' of the Tiger,

bad lucks happen to me continuosly...

I kena saman for parking at the yellow line.....

=(

where else can i park if not yellow line since the parking is full???

the mata memang blind de worr

wonder if they expect me to park inn the roundabout!!!

RM5o gone...

It's mummy's bloody $$$...

i'm so sorry.................... T.T

Then, what's next?

my car was knock by a SUPER AH BENG STUPID BRAINLESS IDIOT bike!!!

It's was an early morning when i sent my sis to work...

THat she is lucky enough for din kena road block as her car's roadtax was overdue by 2 weeks...

My bad lucks continue when the BLIND rider actually overtake a car then KNOCK on my front bumper!!! =(

And they just speed off!!!

i can do nth, as that time was peak hour,

i cant just chase after them since it was a bike that can easily squeeze through any hole & go off!!!

=(

Tiger, chase away my bad lucks please...........

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Since CNY is around the corner,

as the youngest in the family, and so called, the most free person,

house chores and all preparations for CNY would count on me... =/

washing the surrounding of house, then cleaning the inner part of house,

to hanging up the 'tanglung',

to baking the cookies...

Next week would continue with the cakes, then woohoo~

New Year luu~

Though i'm in new year mood now,

but the feeling of excitement, happiness don't come together...

Mummy says, 'now you know the feeling of children vs adult when celebrating new year'...

Yea.. After taking charge of the budget for celebrating CNY,

indeed, this celebration would bring worry to the adults,

when they need to settle the things with $$$..

This makes me put aside of the thought to repair my car bumper...

After all, the car can still move, just that the bumper is a lil bit 'senget' & a few scratches...

='(

I HATE BIKES!!!

T.T

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Last week, visited MBO quite often...

watched 'Woohoo' with Hong, Ycy, Fleming, Antz & his fren...

Then 'Spy Next Door' with Ron, Sze & Bong...

And Tooth Fairy with Eljay...

All these movies are more to 'comedy'... as they made all of us 'loao' XD

loao is a lil similar to lmao~ lol

Then, the weekends are occupied by my block classes...

But, i still managed to catch up with a sudden trip to Santubong with my buddies...

Was aiming for sunset...

Too bad, it's just now our day~ =(

But, we all love the beach........ It relaxed my mind... =)

I'm half-way through to get a dslr...

But, get some objection from family to get 1... =(

Still having a hard time to convince them, especially my dearly sister~

or maybe i shall get a blackberry first? XD

maybe Nokia E72 will do...

Or should i save the $$$ for car in 2 years' time.....

aiks... though 1 or 2 ks is not much, but it is a lot to me...

Now, i see the pain when wanna use up the $$$ to buy sth...

sorry daddy mummy...........

aiks

AFter the trip, went to Yuik Shan's 21st birthday celebration~

Bought a vest from a fren there... =( Spend $$$ again~

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This is briefly about my recent life~

While blogging, i was having a fb message chat wit a girl...

A kinda interesting conversation...

I may share it here tomoro...

Since i find that few of my friends are suffering from the prob too~

Lastly, i pray hard for the bad lucks to go away~

=)